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Saturday
Nov072009

Polarized

Why are things always so complicated for me, at least in my mind? I'm polarized. On both
ends of the spectrum. What am i rambling about? People, I love them and I hate them. They
are the joy and bane of my existence. Aarrrgh! Some days I feel like people can be so cruel
and I think, just stay in your little circle, don't go outside. Then I feel like I can belong
and help with their lives. I don't know. I've met some of the best people. I guess I always
feel that I'm being judged. People look and they see your height and your clothes and
your hair and everything that means nothing. The things that mean something get buried amongst
all the bull$#it. So maybe I don't have those physical things and that's why I focus on the
inside. That's the way it is, so be it!