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Thursday
Nov052009

Oh Why

Oh my soul how it yearns
Crying out from loneliness as the earth turns
Searching for someone who may never come
All of my efforts make up a sum
Of the things I do as I sit at home
Oh why must I be alone?

It must be me, I say over and over
While my self esteem it runs for cover
Kindness and caring and loving and sharing
These things mean nothing in a world that's staring
Into my soul, my own true home
Oh why must I be alone?

I profit not from words of wisdom
written in a book
For paper and ink cannot save a man
whose heart has been took
For a ride on a rollercoaster of joy and sadness
Of intimate passions and furious madness
Into my heart the words are sewn
Oh why must I be alone?

Furious am I that my beauty is ignored
By seemingly everyone that I love and adore
In the past I've been guilty of the same infraction
And those I have shunned must share my reaction
My penance for sure is to feel this fate
So that the wrongness of my acts I may appreciate
Forever more my soul must atone
Oh why must I be alone?